Poems - Creativity in Words

Let be what may be
Butterflies in the attic
or butterfly suicide…

What counts is the splatter on the wall
the proof of freedom
the evidence of breaking free

the conversion of colors
is what resembles
revolution of the mind and body

white to black
black to red
red to green
green to blue

let the skies judge the earth
and angels judge mankind
for that is how it should be

It doesn’t hurt me
this knife through my heart
I know it would please you
to hear me weep, but I won’t

I’m gonna tell you something
to clear all the lies:
“I’m suffocating
but yet alive”

Now I got stuck
in the mud
here down the hill
and you remain up above
I’d run up that hill
if only I could

Once there was someone,
A girl with many problems,
Problems, like everyone,
Feelings, like everyone,

But she knew nothing,
No idea what to do,
She was just standing there,
Thinking about things,

She still knew nothing,
She can’t trust her friends,
Just stands there,
Thinking about nothing,

She must find herself,
She must follow her heart,
Her heart, like everyone,
Try to find something, deep inside,

She had no idea,
Where to start,
‘What’s life?’ she asked,
But no answer came from the world,

She followed her mind,
Thinking about her life,
Thinking about herself,
Still no answer from the world,

Than she said something,
‘Maybe I don’t find it now’
‘Maybe I can’t trust someone’
‘I try to follow my heart, till I find the answer’ 

So this is how it ends.
No more faking, no more pretends.
All for nothing, it’s worthless shit.
Nice to know you, that’s it.

All I’ve done,
it didn’t mean anything to you.
Now you’re gone.
Maybe I should read another ‘love howto’.

Trust is a weakness.
Best friend? Yeah right.
It’s like a game of chess.
To much trust, I lost the fight.

He came like a shadow.
Said he’d help me.
I told him all I know.
I was to blind to see.

Now it’s him and her.
Please treat me tender,
Please handle me with care.
For I am broken, I solemnly swear.

Thoughts rushing through my head,
unordered, confusing, feeling sad.
With everything I do, I think of you.
But it’s done, it’s over,
what you’ve put me through.
Never thought I’d be this weak,
Clouded mind, acting like a freak.
The impossible happened, I fell in love.
I never felt this way, a feeling so pure and rough.
I’m blinded, unstable and about to collapse.
You’re gone, leaving nothing but empty gaps.

You changed my life.
You created a chaos.
Now it’s up to me.

The war of love has ended,
and I’m subjected to the ultimate test:
Let her go,
and walk another road.

In peace.

While the sand gently kisses my footsteps,
I walk beneath a star sprayed sky.
Staring at the dark horizon,
where the sea melts into nothingness.

Bright stars shine upon me,
while dark clouds slowly swallow them.
The wind rushes through my hair,
and continues where the water stops.

A strange sensation crawls into me.
The beauty of it all confuses me.
I don’t know how to react,
I get lost in emotions.

I want to cry, but the tears won’t come.
I want to smile, but I can’t move my lips.
I want to scream, but I can’t breath.
I want to run away, but my feet won’t move.

I’m trapped in myself,
unable to escape.
While numbness gets a hold on me,
I keep on fighting.