Poems - Creativity in Words

Jouw huid op de mijne is als balsem op een diepe wond.
Jouw lichaam is als een vlam die mij verwarmt.
Jouw geur overtreft die van een rozentuin.
Jouw stem klinkt mooier dan het geluid van de mooiste zangvogel.
Jouw ogen zijn als een zee waarin ik wil verdrinken.
Jouw verschijning is als het heldere maanlicht in een donkere nacht.
Jouw aanwezigheid doet me al mijn zorgen vergeten.

En toch ben jij gewoon jij.
Je bent niet bijzonder of speciaal.
Je bent niet perfect of ideaal.
Maar voor mij is het goed, jij bent alles voor mij.

You make me laugh, you make my cry.
You push me away, but you never say goodbye.

You make me sing and you make me swear.
You act ignorant, but you really do care.

I die often, but everytime I revive.
I thank you, I’ve never felt so alive.

I think about you so much,
so many times I wish you were here.
Wanting you to give me wise words,
so I can let go of my fear.

I hear the others talking,
losing my own, is what I see.
Back into my shelf,
I don’t want to be me.

I want to be your ‘little girl’,
to hear you say my name.
Wanting to show you everything,
or to see what I became.

I want to be happy with who we are and what we have,
but it doesn’t matter anymore.
I learned to be silent about things,
now I’m disliked therefor.

I guess I’m terrible,
sometimes I hate myself for all I do.
But I know you will stand behind me,
dad, I really do miss you!

Torn by my own feelings,
I crawl between the narrowing walls of desperation.
Feeling the heat of the ceilings,
I give up and cry out in frustration.

Losing myself in this war,
I’m looking for a place to hide.
Trying to remember who we are,
I’m attempting to recall the moment I died.

Messing up my remaining common sense,
I’m figuring out what to do.
Approaching the end without any defense,
I want you to know my last thoughts will be of you.

I’m trapped in your arms.
I’m lost in your eyes.
I’ve been taken hostage by your lips.
I’m hushed to sleep by your voice.

You’re there but I don’t see you.
You’re hiding inside yourself and I can’t get through.
I’m trying to get you out,
still not understanding what this is all about.

I will save you no matter what it takes.
I won’t give up untill your wall breaks.
I’ll shelter you, you’re safe with me.
Let it all go, let your feelings free.

You can hide in my arms.
You can drown in my eyes.
I can stop the time with my lips.
I can make you forget the world with my voice.

Fatigue numbs my body,
desperation conquers my mind.
My feelings are cheap and shoddy,
Wish I could leave it all behind…

Tired of waiting.
Waiting for you.
Got myself hating,
whatever I do.

I’ve done my best,
I’ve done all I could.
Apparently, I’m not up to the test.
Lets end this for good.

However, words are words,
and feelings are feelings.
They are like birds,
they both have different dealings.

It’s my strength,
it’s my weakness.
I wish I could,
but I can’t,
give up.

You’re still on my wall,
in my thoughts everyday.
Like to speak to you again,
knowing that day will come in some way.

It’s even harder these days,
with all those joyous faces around me.
I’d like to know what you’re thinking,
is there something you want me to see?

Everyone makes mistakes,
even I do, I have to admit.
But I will keep the promis I made,
even if you can’t remember it.

I will see you in the future,
love to talk to you someday!
You will always be there in my past,
you will never fade away.