Poems - Creativity in Words

Torn by my own feelings,
I crawl between the narrowing walls of desperation.
Feeling the heat of the ceilings,
I give up and cry out in frustration.

Losing myself in this war,
I’m looking for a place to hide.
Trying to remember who we are,
I’m attempting to recall the moment I died.

Messing up my remaining common sense,
I’m figuring out what to do.
Approaching the end without any defense,
I want you to know my last thoughts will be of you.

Fatigue numbs my body,
desperation conquers my mind.
My feelings are cheap and shoddy,
Wish I could leave it all behind…

Tired of waiting.
Waiting for you.
Got myself hating,
whatever I do.

I’ve done my best,
I’ve done all I could.
Apparently, I’m not up to the test.
Lets end this for good.

However, words are words,
and feelings are feelings.
They are like birds,
they both have different dealings.

It’s my strength,
it’s my weakness.
I wish I could,
but I can’t,
give up.

You’re still on my wall,
in my thoughts everyday.
Like to speak to you again,
knowing that day will come in some way.

It’s even harder these days,
with all those joyous faces around me.
I’d like to know what you’re thinking,
is there something you want me to see?

Everyone makes mistakes,
even I do, I have to admit.
But I will keep the promis I made,
even if you can’t remember it.

I will see you in the future,
love to talk to you someday!
You will always be there in my past,
you will never fade away.

Nobody knows how I feel.
Nobody understands what I want.
Nobody gives what I desire.
Nobody satisfies my longings.
Nobody takes what I give.
Nobody hears what I say.
Nobody enjoys my prescence.
Nobody accepts my embrace.
Nobody returns my affection.
Nobody endures my touch.
Nobody listens to my heart.
Nobody sees who I am.

Again, you’ve got me in a headlock.
I made a mistake by taking a step back.
Now I’m fading away into the black,
and my heart is sinking like a rock.

You act like I’m no one.
An ignorant fool.
Your behavior is to cool.
It’s like you wish I was gone.

I don’t know what went wrong,
or if this will be allright.
It’s keeping me up all night,
so I hope this won’t take to long.

Please let me know if I’m mistaken,
cause I’m not sure anymore.
I’m totally lost on this dance floor,
I don’t want to feel forsaken.

Outside, it’s so cold.
Snow is falling down and the time is on hold.

The pavements are white and the streets are frozen solid.
Traffic is chaos and the streetlights are dimly lit.

I’m staring through my window where the last leaf swirled.
A perfect description of my world.

Cold shivers are creeping up from behind,
and in the chaos I’m trying to make up my mind.

The grey light reflects my mood.
I’m dreaming of leaving this place for good.

Go to a place far way,
where it’s nice and warm and nothing is astray.

A place with no time and no stress.
I would leave without a second guess.

But now I’m sitting here with my story untold.
Inside, it’s so cold.

How far can I go?
How long can I last?
I’m taking blow after blow.
They’re coming way to fast.

Bended over in agony,
I reconsider my options.
Love should be a felony.
Who the hell made these adoptions?

I’m reaching the end of the line.
I can’t hold on much longer.
I’ve reached and fallen off cloud number nine.
And on my way down the panic’s growing stronger and stronger.

Will I be caught?
Or will I smash to smithereens?
In a moment of a thought,
you can be erased from all screens.

Can’t make up my mind.
I’m sorry to disappoint.
You’re all to kind.
But I’m reaching my breaking point.

Doubts tearing me apart.
From the soul to the heart.
Am I really so blind?
Have I really lost my mind?
Do I see things that aren’t there?
Am I pretending I’m the lost heir?

Torn by emotions I try to find my way.
But the path is well hidden, at least for today.
Tomorrow, the path may be clear.
She’s waving at me: Come on! I’m here!
The next moment, she pushes me away…
I’m ending up in a hopelessly unordered array…

I don’t know what to do.
I’m her friend, but at the same time her foo.
Why is it so hard to get what I want?
I can do everything, but still there’s more I can’t.
They say time will tell, and I guess they’re right.
But waiting is the hardest part, I don’t want to lose the fight…

As the sun proudly dominates the sky,
and the clouds swiftly pass by.
I think of you and the way you do.
I think of how I feel, and if it’s true.

The warm bright sunrays calm my mind.
The drifting clouds make me feel undefined.
The clear blue sky settles in my head.
And the wind tells me all that needs to be said.

I still feel your beating heart.
A song telling stories of falling apart.
A song so well known, so deeply engraved.
Casting a shadow over all we crave and craved.

Former events determine what we do and how we feel.
Memories can’t be erased, no matter how surreal.
The present is what we’ve become, the future is up to us.
We determine what’s next, we determine when and where to take the bus.

I’m losing myself.
Can’t think clear.
I’m going to fast,
I think I’m going to crash!

Nothing is good enough,
every downside overrules the upside.
Darkness everywhere,
falling deeper and deeper…

There’s this ray of light,
slashing through the void.
I’m trying to catch it,
but it’s slipping away.

I’m lost.
Waiting to be found.
Do I want to be found?
Just leave me here.