Poems - Creativity in Words

Nothing ever works out,
as you want it to be.
But I want you to know,
you mean much to me.

When things went wrong,
you made me smile.
When I need help,
you will be here for a while.

When I was crying,
you stood next to me.
When I was hiding,
you made me feel free.

When I was down,
you brought me up.
I like the way you are,
don’t want it to stop.

We can talk for hours,
about nothing at all.
Thank you for being my friend,
I won’t let you fall.

You make me laugh, you make my cry.
You push me away, but you never say goodbye.

You make me sing and you make me swear.
You act ignorant, but you really do care.

I die often, but everytime I revive.
I thank you, I’ve never felt so alive.

I think about you so much,
so many times I wish you were here.
Wanting you to give me wise words,
so I can let go of my fear.

I hear the others talking,
losing my own, is what I see.
Back into my shelf,
I don’t want to be me.

I want to be your ‘little girl’,
to hear you say my name.
Wanting to show you everything,
or to see what I became.

I want to be happy with who we are and what we have,
but it doesn’t matter anymore.
I learned to be silent about things,
now I’m disliked therefor.

I guess I’m terrible,
sometimes I hate myself for all I do.
But I know you will stand behind me,
dad, I really do miss you!

I’m trapped in your arms.
I’m lost in your eyes.
I’ve been taken hostage by your lips.
I’m hushed to sleep by your voice.

You’re there but I don’t see you.
You’re hiding inside yourself and I can’t get through.
I’m trying to get you out,
still not understanding what this is all about.

I will save you no matter what it takes.
I won’t give up untill your wall breaks.
I’ll shelter you, you’re safe with me.
Let it all go, let your feelings free.

You can hide in my arms.
You can drown in my eyes.
I can stop the time with my lips.
I can make you forget the world with my voice.

Taking a great risc,
diving deep into the sea.
Act like someone else,
never being me.

How can I ruin someones day?
why listen to all the crap I say?
I know I have no live,
but I want you to survive!

Knowing you is like staring at the ocean.
A beautiful sight with to much to notion.
Blinded by the beauty, I took the ship.
Only to discover I headed straight for a clip.

Falling into a storm feeded by mysteries,
I realize there’s more then the eye sees.
Confused I try to grasp them,
but the more I unravel, the more I condemn.

Now numbness soaks my body and despair seeps into my mind.
I refuse to give up, but I’m feeling more and more left behind.
At some point, I have to let go.
And let time carry the events through its flow.

Your heart hides an ocean of emotions you want to share.
Let time do the healing and when you need it, I’ll be there.

It’s unwanted, but I need you,
I’m hurting myself before you do.
I love you forever and always to the end,
I can’t live without you, cuz you’re my best friend!

I see your face,
I hear your voice.
Can’t get you out of my head,
But it has never been a choice!

I love and I hate you,
You come and you stay.
I will fight you tomorrow,
and want you today!

Friends come and go.

You make a friend,
you lose a friend.

The fresher the friendship, the more fragile it is.
Real friendship needs to be feeded with memories.

But memories won’t guarantee a friendship.
It can be a foundation to overcome rows or a dip.

True friendship depends on both sides.
If one side trails of, you have to pay for the rides.

People change.
You can’t change that.

No matter how strong the foundation of friendship,
nothing can resist changes.

Everything will crumble under the weight of time.
Eventually you will lose it all.

No matter how hard you try,
you can’t press friendship.

You can hold on forever, you can beg, you can fight, do all you can,
but when it’s over, it’s over, never to be restored again.

Accept it and move on or resist it and suffer.

Tonight, I lost a friend.
Again…
The last weeks were nothing but pretend.
Damn…

Shattered memories flash through my mind.
How did it come this far?
It’s a feeling, so undefined.
I’m driving a steerless car…

It’s going on and on,
picking up friends, but also dropping them.
But the car is getting emptier, everybody’s gone.
I’m feeling lost, I don’t know where I am.

I’m feeling abandoned, left in the gutter.
What did I do wrong? My mind’s filled with clutter.
I don’t want it to end this way!
Please don’t leave, please say everything’s okay!

Think of what we’ve been through,
think of all the good times!
We even shared the same foo.
I couldn’t describe it in a million rhymes.

But no. It’s over.
The reason?
A girl.
Ofcourse…

But in the end, no one is to blame.
Mistakes are made, multiplied by love gone insane.
Misunderstanding added with forgotten rows ruins the game.

The game of life.
Goddamn, I hate this game!